Death, Devotion, Dissonance Chapter 13
Advertisement
"If the child himself is unwilling, then I won't force it upon him. But he must say it himself," Leanne said coldly, seemingly holding back the anger inside from boiling out.
"Evin, stop wasting the mage's time and refuse. We have things to do at home," Edmund said.
"I…" Evin began… but couldn't quite continue. Breathing roughly, he looked towards the mage with pleading eyes.
"The boy's a bit nervous when it comes to these things so he can't quite express himself well, but I know what's best for him. Sorry for wasting your time here, mage," Edmund said and grabbed the boy's hands.
At this point, Leanne intervened and took hold of Evin.
"That's my child you're holding in your hands, mage," Evin's father said in a threatening tone and tried to pull Evin to himself.
"Silence."
Leanne's voice seemed to echo inside the room a few times, overwhelming Edmund and shocking Evin awake. Next, she began chanting something else under her breath, but as Evin was standing right next to her, he and Endra could make out the words pretty easily.
"O, Omniscient Dragon of Origin, grant this lowly woman the hands to heal one's weary mind."
The words themselves were simple ones, but there was such a powerful intent and yearning behind it, that Endra couldn't help but feel awed and enthralled upon hearing it. After the chant was finished, Leanne's hands took on a silver hue, and she used it to stroke Evin's messy hair.
The hands seemed to pervade inside Evin's mind, as Endra could see a giant silver hand appearing on the edge of Evin's 'mind-lake'. Wherever it touched, the murky waters would take on a more lively color and the ripples of thought would become more active.
Endra stared at this giant hand with complicated emotions, wondering what would happen if he let it touch him. But of course, he wasn't going to do something so risky for no reason. The most he could do was let it touch the White Room.
Leanne's breathing started to become more ragged as fine beads of sweat started appearing on her forehead.
Endra could sense a euphoric sense taking over Evin's mind, as the lake started taking on a vibrant and colorful hue. All of Evin's worries seemed to dissipate gradually as the boy's tense body finally loosened up. His sore jaws became unclenched and his forever sharp eyes took on a softer look for once.
Advertisement
No more worries of his father drinking back home, no more fears of the man becoming violent suddenly, no more confusion regarding the voice's existence…
Endra saw as Evin's mind finally falling into bliss, as if the boy had fallen into a beautiful dream, one where he could do anything he ever wanted to. A state Evin should've been in through all these years he spent as a child… He could also notice that the boy was trying to fall into slumber judging by the ceaseless vibrations appearing on the lake. Endra made sure to keep Evin awake, as there was something very important the boy needed to witness.
But he couldn't focus on Evin any longer, as eventually, the giant silver hand reached the White Room. But upon contact with it, they seemed to recoil in fright and shock as Leanne, in the physical world, fell down to the ground with a thud, gasping for air. Her hands started quivering, as she looked towards Evin with such a powerful look of fear and shame that it shocked even Endra.
He didn't know what exactly happened, but he knew that whatever it was, it was probably a bad thing. He would rather keep his existence secret, since as far as he was concerned, a talking voice in someone's head wasn't really a common thing.
But there was no need to blow the matter out of proportion now, since Endra could make his decision after evaluating the situation better.
"Father… You know? I want to become a maage…" Evin slurred deliriously, "I want to become like that… the King Roland… a ruler of the kingdoms."
His eyes lost its light as he collapsed to the ground limply, a broken smile on his lips. With this, the lake inside his head vibrated violently for a few seconds before falling completely silent. Endra nodded with satisfaction, thankful that his plan worked without problems. Now, he only had to worry about Leanne's reaction to the White Room's existence.
"What… the hell… do you do to your child?" Leanne muttered, wiping the tears off her eyes with her shaking hands. She was struggling for breath, and her whole body seemed drenched in sweat.
Edmund snapped out of his stupor as he looked between Evin and Leanne with his mouth half open from shock.
Advertisement
"What did you do to my boy? Why is he looking like that?!" he suddenly started shouting, trying to pull Evin out of Leanne's grasp once more.
Leanne forcefully shoved the imposing man away from herself, her body emitting a pinkish steam all over.
"This is the state you've forced him to be in! Broken and traumatized, not to mention frightened beyond belief! Do you think I don't see him flinching with fear every time you make a move? Do you think I don't see his eyes getting filled with terror every time he steals a glance at your figure?! I asked you. What. The HELL! Do you do to your child?!" Leanne shrieked.
"No, I didn't do anything! I-I did the best for him! He just doesn't understand it yet! No one understands it!"
"Then explain to me why your son's, no, why this boy's brain is harder to fix than the suicidal mind of a fucking war invalid?! Not just any invalid, but one who had his two legs getting eaten by a colony of Myrmis!" Leanne shouted back with a shaking voice, tears streaming from her eyes.
Evin's father looked back with confusion, as if he was trying to understand the woman's words.
"No… It's the voice in his head… it must be that! He always hears a voice in his head! It tells the boy to leave me… to kill me! I'm telling you the truth! I tried to get it fixed, but it just didn't work! The gurus, the doctors, the fucking shamans, they're all fucking useless! Only I can help him! None of you understand anything!!!"
Leanne laughed coldly at Edmund's words.
"Of course he'd a have a fucking voice in his head! In fact, I'd be more surprised if he didn't have any voices in his head telling him to kill you!" Leanne shouted back.
"Who are you to judge my relation with the boy, anyway?" Edmund said and tried to wrestle Evin out of Leanne's hold once again, "We will be leaving now. Let go of him this instant! That's my child you're holding there!"
As this was happening, the building's guards busted into the room.
"Lady Leanne, what's happening here? I heard shouts and sounds of struggle from inside here and…" one of them was saying, before he looked at Leanne's horrible state and paused with genuine shock and confusion.
"Guards! Take this man out of this building. Do everything you can to keep him away from this boy!" Leanne shouted.
"Y-yes, my lady!" the guards were still shocked by the sight, but they still acted quickly under the mage's orders. They dragged away the screaming Edmund, leaving only Leanne and Evin inside the room.
Endra, who witnessed everything unfold before his eyes, sighed softly.
"I guess she mistook my existence as a trauma of some sorts in Evin's head," he judged. "I guess I'm still safe."
He then looked at Leanne, who was tightly hugging Evin in her arms. The stream of blackened tears coming from her eyes, her ruined hair and makeup, and her incessantly shaking hands. But the most striking of it all, her eyes which were filled to the brim with regret and remorse.
"I'm so sorry…" she chanted under her breath, "By the Empress' grace, I didn't know… Forgive me... Forgive me for not helping you even a day sooner…"
Endra sighed at the sight.
"Such a simple solution to a problem… but I guess things tend to play out a bit differently in reality, huh?" he murmured under his breath, "Well. All's well that ends well. Evin will finally become a mage and we'll eventually find a way to set me free from his mind."
"All's fine… if you just don't count in the tragedy and trauma," he murmured, a tinge of remorse in his heart.
He definitely could've done things better. He probably could've even helped Edmund become a better man and perhaps even reunited Evin with his mother someday. Give Evin the loving family that he needed more than most.
But of course, things couldn't be so simple.
Advertisement
- In Serial55 Chapters
Who Said Death Was Easy? [Death Note Fanfiction]
Keiko Kagami: high schooler, wanna-be investigator, and classmate of Light Yagami. What happens when she gets tangled with Light Yagami and the Kira investigation? OCX? to be determined. Keep in mind that things are not always what they seem.
8 61 - In Serial34 Chapters
The Protection Details Choice - Protection Detail Series Book #1
Life without choice is not a life!! The mantra Breanna kept chanting over and over in her head as she worked toward the safety of those able to escape the insanity of her twin sisters genetics facility. Life was going to plan until her mantra was put to the test by a wounded early morning intruder dropping through her window. Plans to live an uncomplicated, non manipulated life go south as the small group of refugees race against the clock to stop her sister's plans to rule the world.
8 136 - In Serial15 Chapters
One among others
After a bloody conflict, the guardians, heroes of the federation ended the war with the vlin’ns empire. From the day she born to her thirteen birthdays, Camille had lived in delight among the noble sphere of Earth. That day, the immune noble was invited to be part of the federation army. Forced to join the rank, she fell from paradise to her own hell, Erin IV’s military school. Bad luck or play for above? The chief instructor, Major Lesskov, seems to be hiding the truth. Weak but resolute, the girl will try to prove herself and discover the secret hidden in the base. With friends and foes, the girl will face a new side of the world and end the strange plot taking place in her new home. Update: Working on a refactor of the story. Will come back later.
8 194 - In Serial7 Chapters
OSHA Approved Apocalypses
Pat is an old man. Pat had kids but they grew up and moved out. They went to college and now live across the country doing their own thing. Pat sees them a few times a year and they talk over the phone on Wednesdays. Pat's wife died 6 years ago and while he's content in life he isn't particularly happy. He is 63 years old and hoping to retire from the safety inspector life in another 5. He had a long, fulfilling, life. Nothing out of the ordinary. Then an apocalyptical event happens and Pat has a sudden career change. Pat now is no longer worried about proper hot work permits and danger tape being placed correctly. Pat is now worried about keeping people safe in cleared dungeons so Artisans can get the raw materials and loot the group needs to live. Retirement looks like a distant dream now but a guy still has to eat. How does Pat do this? By inspecting cleared dungeons for working trap signs and red danger tape. Some things just never change. Join Pat and his Trusty LEL meter while he levels up as a Dungeon Inspector and attempts to make his new world safe, one strip of red danger tape at a time.
8 93 - In Serial10 Chapters
My Medieval Romance
Victoria of Lyham is a girl of about 18. Her father is on the kings council but her parents didn't want to raise her in the castle. She was being raised by her mother until she died. Now her grandmother is caring for her, or more like Victoria is caring for her grandmother. After her grandmother's death, will she find a new life at the castle, or even better yet- will she find love?
8 122 - In Serial43 Chapters
Release Me
Highest ranked- #10 in action 2/16/2017 A promotion. That's all I wanted. I didn't want to run for my life. I didn't want to be kidnapped. I didn't want to face death. I didn't want to find out my whole life was a lie. I just wanted a bloody promotion. Guess fate had other plans? **** The cold air fanned over my face as I opened the door. The exit door lead to the back of the building so it was pitch black. I leaned against the wall trying to control myself. Blood was running down my arm and head. My hair was stuck to my face from all the sweat and blood. Everything was spinning around me and the ground seemed like it was shaking. Groaning I sat down and put my head on my knees. He knows who I am. He knows how I look like. He knows where I work so possible knows where I live. I am not safe anymore... no where. While I was in my own world I heard faint sounds behind me but I didn't bother to look or run away. The footsteps got closer and I was pretty sure it was Walker's men. I should run. I should try to fight. But what's the point in trying to run away? He would eventually find me and if he has his way he would most likely kill me. If this is my fate then why am I trying to fight it? I felt someone harshly grab my waist and pull me up and I complied. They dragged me down the alley and into the busy street. I heard the opening of a car and the next thing I knew I was being thrown into a car. My head hit the hard leather seat and the door shut behind me. Maybe this is how my life will end. Maybe I should just let it happen. Maybe I was destined to die alone as a no one. With that I let the darkness consume me.
8 115

