Hendra closes his eyes _Don't blame me if I can't hold myself back_

"What?! Don't say that you've changed the compensation… it's still a kiss on the lips, right?!" Aruna wants to make sure when she sees her husband closes his eyes as if trying to think it over.

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"Ya.. ya.. Ya!" Hendra replies quickly because he is afraid that he is going too far and can't refuse the tempting offer.

"Come…" Aruna instructs him passionately because he has touched her appropriately and wants to wall herself using the newest agreement. Unfortunately this young lady is too naive to understand a grown man libido. She moves her hand as if inviting Hendra to come closer.

"Wait… I need to think it over." Hendra pretends to think.

"What?" Aruna is shocked. That damn man still needs to think?

"It's simple. Give me an additional bonus, hehe. Because you have been delaying to pay your compensation." This guy is talking business right now.

"Bonus? What else is it now?"

"After this, you have to call me my love, Mas Hendra, or my babe."

"What? No, I don't want to!"

"Then it's up to you." Hendra smirks

"Then… only in front of people."

"Okay, my little darling." Hendra teases her.

"Hendra, I swear, don't call me that." The man scoots closer to his wife.

"Just call me Aruna, it's enough." Hendra touches his fingers on Aruna's cheeks gingerly. He is looking at the girl who makes him fall in love over heels. But unfortunately, the girl is clueless about it, much to his dismay.

"It gives me goosebumps when you call me using weird names!" The man even has hugged Aruna. He grabs and hugs the girl who is sitting on the bed to be closer to him, putting her legs in between his.

"Then what are you going to call me?"

"Just Mas Hendra." She mutters (Mas is a terms of endearment to call an older guy)

"What? I can't hear you." He runs his fingers through her hair and takes off her ponytail. Indeed, Aruna is the most stunning when her wavy hair cascading down on her back.

"Mas Hendra."

"You can add a little more so I will adhere to your request." He looks at Aruna intently, stroking Aruna's cheeks even her lips with his thumb.

Aruna frowns.

"I need to hold back myself without touching you during the marriage. Isn't it okay for me to ask for more bonus?" Hendra realizes that he is slowly losing control.

"Say it… My lovely Mas Hendra."

Aruna pouts in defiance.

"If you call me once, I will give you whatever you want."

She looks away, not wanting to look at her husband.

She thinks for a while as if trying to ponder and it makes Hendra anxious.

"Okay then…" Finally, the statement sounds like heaven from the tempting red lips.

"Look at me."

The girl who makes him crazy glares at him.

"My lovely Mas Hendra… ah'... Hen…"

The arrogant and cold CEO is finally losing his control.

He finally submits into the temptation of kissing his wife deeply.

"Ah.. huh…" The woman moans, overwhelmed. She tries to keep her mouth closes and get away from him.

But Hendra is too strong compared to her.

_What is he doing?! Hendra, you are crossing the line!_ Everytime Aruna manages to close her lips, the crazy CEO grabs her jaw and forces her to open it up again.

He is forcing his way to her and Aruna has lost count of the times passed.

Aruna finally gives up her effort to release herself from his grasp. She is afraid that she is tempted by the angel-like devil. She hits him in the chest as if trying to get help because he no longer understands her warning.

"Huuh'.. Huh.." As soon as he releases her, Aruna scoots as far as she could from the man in front of her.

_Stop it!_ She clutches her chest_Get a grip on yourself, Aruna!_ Aruna feels that her chest is beating too fast under the blue eyed devil.

"Hendra, stop it! You are hurting me!" But the man seems dazed, as if he is not himself.

"Don't move!" Aruna tries to find anything that she can grab and finds the goose feathers that are scattered on the white bed sheet and tosses them to the man who is moving slowly but sure to her.

"Hendra, you are scaring me!"

"I'm scared!"

"Hen..!"

"Stop it! Release me!"

He has turned into the blue eyed devil. He stares and pushes Aruna on the white king sized bed scattered with the goose feathers.

He pleads while closing his eyes.

"Aruna, can I ask for more?"

"I will do it slowly, I promise."

"WHAT?! What do you mean?!"

Aruna knows that Hendra is getting stranger. While he is closing his eyes, the girl moves slowly, trying to make some space between them.

"Argh.. Get off me! Get off me, Hendra!" The man hugs her, still closing his eyes. He manages to grab her from the back and tries to find Aruna's face.

He is really weird, he is still closing his eyes.

But he sucks on the back of her neck and Aruna's left ear a few times and blows hot breath on her neck, tempting her.

"Don't you want something more, Aruna?"

"Please, baby, I will do it slowly."

Aruna tries to fight back when her husband who turns into the blue eyed devil tries to force her to face him.

"I hate you, Hendra... I hate you!"

He manages to force her facing him. He grabs her face and kisses her on the cheeks, eyes, forehead, and also to her swollen lips.

"Aruna, don't you want more?"

Once again he pleads. Aruna tries so hard to release herself from him, including trying to kick him. But, although he is closing his eyes, he manages to catches Aruna's legs and puts them under his.

"Aruna, I am sorry. I will do it gently, as gently as I could."

"Trust me, I won't hurt you."

The devil starts to kiss her chin and move southwards slowly. Aruna tries her best to stop him, hitting him square in the chest and even grabs his hair.

But the devil manages to stop her hands and forces them to standstill.

Hendra then starts to unbutton his shirt on Aruna's body.

The woman stops resisting and just stays there in silence. Her eyes start to water and her heart goes numb.

"You are hurting me." She crumbles.

"You are the worst person that I have ever met!" She sobs.

"You disgust me."

"I can't stand you."

The next second, suddenly the devil stops as soon as the first button starts undone.

("Don't force her to do something that she doesn't want, including that. You know what I mean, right?"

"I will take action, although it might cost me everything. If you hurt my daughter…"

("If she told us that she can't stand to be your wife anymore, we have the rights to take her back. If you can't treat her well, make her say that word, and I will do whatever I can to free you from this wedding. Your grandfather has agreed.")

His father-in-law's words suddenly pop in his mind and Hendra finds himself getting back his sanity.

Yes, this is so wrong. He will be damned if he does something that makes Aruna say "she can't stand him."

"What did you say? You can't stand me?" He helps her into a sitting position as fast as she could and opens his eyes. He looks at her in the eyes and he just realizes her messy state.

He looks for Aruna's hair band and tries to smooth her hair, noticing her teary and swollen eyes. The devil suddenly turns into an angel.

He puts her hair into a ponytail.

And says sorry.

"I am sorry."

"I am a normal man, sometimes I lose control to my instinct."

He wipes Aruna's tears.

"Don't cry."

He smoothes her shirt and tries to cover her back up although it won't be perfect because the button is nowhere to be found.

"I promise you, this thing won't happen again."

"But remember." He sighs, face filled with worry.

"Don't ever say to others that you can't stand me or our marriage."

"Do you understand?" He emphasizes every word and forces Aruna to nod.

He stares at Aruna from head to toe and his wife stares back at him with disgust.

"Does it hurt?" Hendra touches Aruna's reddened neck filled with hickeys.

"Plak!" She slaps away his hand.

"Go away! Out of my sight now!" Aruna screams loudly, asking him to leave.

Hendra closes his eyes, trying to understand the complicated situation in his wedding.

He lets Aruna go and climbs down from the bed.

He can still hear the girl sobbing silently.

"Papa… hiks... papa… I want to go home… hiks hiks.."

"Oh my God." As soon as Hendra hears the words, he moves back and scoots closer to Aruna.

"Why are you here? I've told you to GO!"

"Yes, I will go! But you have to promise me!"

Aruna moves back, feeling afraid of her own husband.

"I don't want to hear anything!"

"You have to!" Hendra is just as afraid. He is afraid to lose her.

"Don't let your father know about tonight. Especially don't tell him that you can't stand our marriage."

"I will tell him whatever I want. You can't stop me!"

"Don't you remember who I am?"

"Don't forget that I am the sole heir of Wenceslas." Hendra purposely tries to show off the unlimited power that he has to make Aruna understand.