"Yes, a girl." He confirmed with his head hung low in shame. "It was a girl and I was given the choice of choosing between both of them. I. . Cassandra tightened her lips and shook her head. She placed her hand on his cheek. "It's not your fault child. If I think about it she was a human and the condition that she must have been and it was difficult to have both of them survive and the child would have survived without its mum."

He lowered his head even more. "I could have focused on them both. I could have saved them both fullstop I could have saved Alexander. Everything could have been done at the best had I thought it through. I just focused on adaline!"

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"Someone had to die," it pained her to say this but she knew she had to, "someone had die that night. That is what war is all about. The child, I didn't think it was meant to say why. She was premature and she did not have you while she was with her mum. The child would have been really weak." She shook her head again.

"I could have," he insist, laughing at himself, " saved her."

How was it he will had lost the right of being a father before it was even given to him. Was added in aware that she was pregnant? Why was he not told about it? She should have come to him as the first person to know about it perhaps after her father but then it should have been him.

He could have done a lot more and avoided a lot more of mistakes that he had made if she had told him that she was pregnant. But that would have had done if she knew which means she did not. The witchcraft was already performed on her before she knew.

He closed his eyes. "I had to kill the baby."

"What?" She gasped. "What do you mean?" Having lost another child hearing what Xavier have to say, scarred her motherhood forever.

He nodded. "That man had already sunken his teeth in my daughter's skin. He had already tasted the blood. His saliva was inside her. It would have made her live long knowing that Vampire had got to her first than her own father."

"The dna would have never. . ." She mumbled knowing his herself. He nodded.

" I have to kill her mum," he choked up. The emotions that he had piled up in himself for the past three weeks surface along with his beast that failed the heartbreaking grief of killing his own pup. " I have to kill her to make sure that she would never have to look behind her shoulder time and again over half the threat of that coming to her door." He whispered and exhaled louldy, trying to cage in the tears. " I did. . .it. I killed my child."

She didn't know what to say. However she to comfort her child for killing his child when her own son had died as well fullstuff company was breakin a part in change that she had no idea how she was going to place back. There was no glue in the world that could teach them back together.

"Wha," she cleared her throat, "what about your brother?" She looked at him to him nodding to himself.

"He, when I remember that I even have recharged to look after I left at the lane and found my child to be in that builders Hans. The Vampire was s out of her and I saw nothing but the fact that I had to. . . . Do it." He gulped, "I pushed his body with all of mind and helmet child in my hands. Alexander came to help me and held The Vampire down. As soon as I. . . ." He looked at her and she nodded, catching the drift, "he was angry he return. I did it. I ruined it. Without thinking twice is fans along gated and he bit into Alexander's neck."

He closed his eyes. "He tore apart his neck, mother. Alexander died on the spot right in front of me."

She sniffed forcefully, loudly, perhaps by herself time to think about what happened. One of her children and died in front of the other detecting the very young eventful stocks however she supposed to hold any one accountable for it? Then save Alexander had come willingly to his brother's aid he just wanted to help out his brother.

She smiled, laughing alittle, "at least I raised both of you well. At least till the very end you both were ready to help each other."

She stood up and hugged her son's head to her stomach as she had done 1000 times before when he was shorter than her.

" No one is at fault in this," she sniffed and croaked out, even though she knew the truth it was difficult to say it out loud because you wanted to blame someone but she knew who it was supposed to be. " No one."

*I —"

"No." She said firmly, twisting his ear, "I am his mother. If I wanted to hold you responsible for Alexander was that I would have already done so Xavier but I am not doing it. I am driving and am going to create for a very long time because that space in my heart will never be filled."

She sighed and straightened her shoulders, "the entire realm will grieve with us." She told him and felt her dress wet slightly.

He was crying.

"Don't you worry," she caressed his hair, "I know it's going to be hard but few years after this we are going to forget about all of this and move on with the allies with a distant memory of Alexander and soon . . Ashylnn. Of your child as well." She let the tears fall from her eyes. " You just have to make sure that Vampire is punished . ."

" The world will remember Mumma," he vowed, "the world will remember."