Chapter 812

At the time, she thought that he had the wrong person . . .

At that thought, Qiao Anhao couldn't help but let out a faint sigh . "As long as you gave me the tiniest hint, we wouldn't have had so many near-misses . "

After her sigh, she suddenly thought of something . She wrote another message on the paper . Since you liked me so much, why didn't you try to fight for me? Were you really willing to see me with someone else? If Brother Jiamu and I didn't get a divorce, for the rest of our lives, would we have never had a chance to be together?"

Qiao Anhao pushed the paper to Lu Jinnian, but then she suddenly started to feel a lingering sense of fear .

Luckily Brother Jiamu didn't like her and luckily her and Jiamu got a smooth divorce, otherwise, they would have really missed out on being with one another forever .

Lu Jinnian saw Qiao Anhao's three questions, but remained silent for a long while, before he picked the pen up and started writing .

He spent a long time, pausing between his writing . When he finally finished, he folded the paper and put it in front of Qiao Anhao .

She unfolded it to find that he had written over half a page .

Not willing . . . But there was nothing I could of done because I thought that Jiamu was the one you loved . I really wanted to fight for you, but I was afraid to trouble you . In my heart, Jiamu is a hundred times better than I am . He is more suited to be with you than I am . Even until now, I still think that I'm not worthy of you .

I thought that if I didn't see you, then I could forget you, but there there wasn't a single night or day where I didn't miss you . If my sense of longing could make a sound, it'd deafen your world .

When Qiao Anhao saw this, the rims of her eyes became red .

Every time you turned around to leave, in my heart, I really wanted to beg you not to leave me . However, there are two types of love; one is possessive, the other is accepting . I really want to possess you, but I couldn't be selfish, so I chose to accept .

To me, your happiness was my greatest happiness . If I knew earlier that besides me, nobody could ever make you happy, then I'd have definitely held your hand tightly and never let go .

If you and Jiamu hadn't gotten a divorce, I'd have rather swallowed all the pain than ever let you know what I had done for you . Because not burdening you was the only thing I could do for you back then . I had no other option but to do my best .

At first, she thought that he was cold, distant, and hated her a lot .

Only at this moment did she finally understand that behind his cold and reclusive exterior there was a heart far more emotional than that of anyone else .

Her tears crashed uncontrollably onto the letter . She grabbed the pen and raised her trembling hand, then wrote, If I had really did ended up with someone else, what would you have done?

As she penned those words, another large teardrop came crashing down, creating a ring of black ink .

Lu Jinnian replied with the most fitting words, I'd have never married . Would have been alone my whole life . "

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At seven, Lu Jinnian found an excuse to go to the bathroom and leave the library .

Qiao Anhao waited over ten minutes on her own, but he never came back . She pulled her phone out . Just when she was about to call him, she received his text .

[Aren't we going on a date tonight? School playground at half seven, see you there . ]