Chapter 191

In his mind, Lu Jinnian remembered the time when he had wanted to enter the same high school as her; he had endured the blazing sun, working .

In year two of high school, on the day of her birthday, Xu Jiamu suddenly had something to do so he begged Lu Jinnian to order the cake . The five digit worth cake was sky high to the him back then, but he had still paid with all of his savings . Xu Jiamu had given him a card, but he didn’t take a single cent .

He remembered the time he was bullied in the entertainment industry, the time he had struggled hard .

At that time, he had treated the whole world as his enemy and only had her in his mind . Because of his love for her, everything was worth it .

“No good, in the end I lost you . I’m sorry, I tried .

“I never gave up, I just avoided you, thinking it won’t hurt me . “

But no matter how much he tried, he still couldn’t give her up .

He knew that she came to visit him in Hangzhou three times afterwards, but he had refused to see her .

At that time, it wasn’t that he didn’t love her, but as long as he didn’t see her, he could slowly forget her, stop hurting himself .

“Too bad we can’t go back, and crying only makes it worse

“I constantly rejected others, just for the unpredictable you . “

But in the end, he still underestimated her charm, overestimated his willpower .

Ever since he was young, he had always been hurt by others . He grew up cold, crude, and not caring about others, but all these were just a defense mechanism . And she was a proof that he still was not able to protect himself .

Lu Jinnian seemed to perfectly deliver the song, bringing a depressing atmosphere to the room, infecting a solemn atmosphere on everyone .

The colorful lights landed on Lu Jinnian, causing his expression to look dazed and his gaze to shine .

“I constantly rejected others, just for the unpredictable you .

“But deep inside, I yearn to tell you not to leave . . . “

Lu Jinnian felt his throat tighten . Through the whole song, he’d never once laid a glance at Qiao Anhao, and at that moment, he looked over at her .

He tightened his grip on the microphone, trying to suppress his feelings, trying to sound calm . In the end, he finished perfectly with a clear pitch .

“It’s a pity we can’t go back, and crying only makes things worse .

“I constantly rejected others, just for the unpredictable you . “

With his last word, silence engulfed the room .

No one spoke, not a single sound .

In that instance, it was as silent as if the room was empty .

Lu Jinnian continued to look into Qiao Anhao’s eyes .

Qiao Anhao could see deep inside his eyes—there was anticipation there, despair, struggle . Deep inside, sorrow filled her own heart .

After about a minute, Lu Jinnian blinked . Steering his gaze away from Qiao Anhao, he set the microphone on the table, and, without saying a word, he left the room .